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past
Girl you know I miss you so
I didn't know you had to go
You've had enough of our distance baby
Before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
For the rest of my life
Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was
I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song
14 Years Ago, I ...
1. learnt how to ride a bicycle but fell numerous times
2. had nice silky hair
3. had pearl white complexion
4. lived in Bedok with my grandparents living just across my door.
5. haven seen my dad since primary 2
6. was already standing at 1.65m tall at primary 6
7. liked a girl called yanting
8. had a gf but it ended a few mths later when i entered sec sch.
10+ Years Ago, I ...
1. Got to know my best frd of 10 years by extorting 70 cents frm him to buy a pancake
2. Had my 1st puff
3. Got my 1st tattoo on my arm
4. Moved to hougang
5. Spent my time at coffeeshops, arcades, shoppin centres aimlessly wondering where my life wld take me
6. Got my 1st paycheck as a pizza hut 'grunt'
7. Got into my 1st fight. subsequently in other fights i got my 1st bruised eye because of a gal
8. Nv study at all for my exams and slept my 1st 3 yrs in sec sch away
9. Once got a 0 for my maths exam but my maths teacher gave me 5 marks just for writing down my name
10. Nearly got expelled from sec sch
11. Was publicly canned for being caught for smoking in sch (painful but cannot show in front of ppl)
12. Suffered my 1st heartache
13. Began clubbing at age 16
14. Got transferred to normal stream
15. Scored 3 pts for my N levels.
16. Won 3rd in my sec sch essay writing competition
17. Ranked 2nd in my class for 2 consecutive years
18. Scored 15 pts for my L1R5 in my O levels.
4 Years Ago, I ...
1. Entered poly instead of jc because i was afraid of failing GP
2. Slept my 3 years in poly away (again)
3. Never got a B in my exams
4. Managed to pass my diploma anyway
5. Had a gf of 3 yrs
6. Couldnt pass my ippt in poly (i gave up halfway through my 2.4km)
7. Could only do 4 pull ups
8. Finally got a decent tan
9. Never save any $ at all
2 years ago, I ...
1. am still smoking
2. entered army and finally ocs
3. reached my heaviest weight of 63kg
4. ran my furthest distance of 15km in 1hr and 22mins
5. could do 15 pull ups
6. didnt bathe for 7 days once
7. didnt sleep for 4 days once
A Year Ago, I ...
1. Was commissioned as an officer (1 of my proudest moments)
2. Suffered my 2nd heartache
3. Bought my 1st insurance using my own $
4. Opened a new bank acc
5. Saved and finally reached a 4 digit number in my savings acc
6. Had my worst year
7. Wanted to sign on but decided not to
8. ate worms during my unit initiation
This Year, I ...
1. Quitted smoking for 2 mths but lost my faith
2. Has come to terms with my inner self and finally declare openly that i hate army bery much
3. Sat on my longest flight ever to NZ
4. Had one of my most enjoyable army stint in changi airport doing Ops B (work 1 day off 2 days, now u noe y enjoyable)
5. Woke up 1 day and went to buy a can of paint and painted my whole room white in 12 hrs
6. Once left my keys in camp and went home without it again, my bro opened the door for me. The next morning i woke up my whole family went to work leaving me locked up in the house for 10 hrs without food.
7. Woke up 1 day and had the same fucked up feeling i had last year
Yesterday, I ...
1. Slept 12 hrs from 7pm to 7am, the longest sleep i had in ard 2 yrs
2. Woke up and had deja vu again
Today, I ...
1. Passed my ACCT
2. Went on 1/2 day off and vanished from camp
3. Sat down in front of my com and began to write this damn entry which i took 2 hrs to draft
Tomorrow I will ...
1. Enjoy my saturday and forget everything abt the army and everything green until i return to camp on monday
By this october i will have ...
1. chuan shou-ed my wu gong (transfer my powers) to the new officers coming in.
2. let them do the DOO test and let them sign extras until i dun have to do any duties until i tui wu (ord-ed)
3. Fei my wu gong (destroy all my powers) and forget everything green and huan shu (return to secular life)
4. hug my pink IC which has been taken away from me for 2.2 yrs and kiss it
5. finally sign off as LTA(NS) Joseph Ng wee xiang aka Mohd Slacker Bin Slackest
6. went to taiwan and maybe london to find lulu
*ORD MOOD*
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