And i'm so sick of love songs,
so tired of tears,
so done with wishing u were stil here.
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Monday, February 06, 2006
9:43 PM
Whine
not that im complaining but it really sucks to have been awaken by mr dys3-alex-why-u-hav-to-call-me-to-do-sai-kang. im on off until 13th and now i have a job to do on the 8th to 10th. thks eh mr gwee for arrowing me to do this. im only doing this for u for sympathetic reasons, yes of course less "sym" more "pathetic". The moment i return to camp for my DOO duty u hav to throw me the AI for the P226 pistol course to do and conduct the lesson and now while in the midst of my off u hav to call me again to do this neutral officer for the wadever rifle range. Damn u. Grr..forgive me coz im still in "shock" bitch. Next time, i wun answer any calls from office when im on leave or off. Learnt my bloody lesson.
*chop chop*.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
8:13 PM
RELEASE
Release is simply the act of letting go. In every situation, u can either take reponsibilty and attempt to cause things to happen, or u can let go. Neither option is better or worse. Every situation is different, n only u will know what is the right thing to do in each case. There r times when u will need to take reponsibility for the progression of a rship n times u will need to just let go n walk away, just as there r times wher u need to fight for wad u believe in n other times when u need to release e situation to save yr energy for more impt battles. U learn how/when to release when u begin to choose it as a conscious act rather than a passive means to hide from responsibilty.
Sometimes, emotions can prevent u from letting go. Anger. It can fester in unconcious minds, making them focus so intently on negative feelings that they r blind to forgiveness n release. Negative memories is another good example. Clinging to psychic debris left behind can do more damage than the actual event itself. People are able to overcome n release even the most heinous of experiences if they r willing to. The human heart is most resilient, n you will need to trust yours in order to release e memories that stagnate you.