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Happy New Year everyone!
2005. A year of gain n loss,pain and basically nth much.
Goodbye 2005.
I won't miss you at all.
Enter 2006.
Quote:
Loving someone means giving her the freedom to find her way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.
Can two persons, who were a couple, be friends after their breakup, when one party still have feelings for e other?
Possible. But I really detest e thought of that.
Platonic friendships do exist between males and females, but they wouldn't be so if one of them doesn't see the other only as a friend, no?
I cannot stand people who remains friends with someone who feels something more than what it should be towards them. It's like making use of the friendship as a platform to remain close or whatsoever.
I prefer either 'I cannot stop loving you and don't want to be friends so I'll go away' or 'I still want to be friends therefore I shall try to treat and view you only as a friend'.
Everything is clean cut and straight to the point. Nothing in between.
But why are things still so? *sigh*
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Today i was eating dinner at the cookhouse wif PK. After dinner i proceeded walking back to my bunk. The bunch of new cadets from ocs have alrdy came to attend FAOCC..and u noe how cadets likes to salute officers (its driven into them in OCS) ...Here's what's happened.
*Walking away from cookhouse to bunk past the carpark*
Cadets just marched by and fell out to go for their meal
Cadet 1: "Evening Sir! *Salute*
Me: "Eh evening" *Salutes back*
Cadet 2: "Evening Sir! *Salute*
Me: "Eh evening" *Salutes back*
Cadet 3: "Evening Sir! *Salute*
Me: "Eh evening" *Salutes back*
Hand abit sng liao
Cadet 4,5,6,& 7: "Evening Sir! *Salute*
NBCB wan me salute how many times
Me: "oi enough la! tekan me ar! no nid greet liao la!"
Cadets: " hahaha.. "
*PALM TO FOREHEAD*
To think i was like them a few months ago..
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey's head?
This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin out
This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if its too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldnt let me in
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we wld know
We said someday we wld find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I havent seen her since God knows when
I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I cant believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
-by nickelback
Merry Christmas everyone!
this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside
I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see
still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
1.A pony tail.
2.Long silky hair =)
2.Big round earrings! i lubbbb em
3.fitting 3/4 pants with slim legs! *drool*
4.A sweet sweet smile =)
5.not too tall.. (below 1.70m?)
6.minimal make up too thick makes me sick, no make up e best =)
All this makes me take extra attention!
i would hold u thru the night
i would stay right by yr side
i would give u the world
i would give up everything
i would give u my all
just like a fairytale
i touch my heart and tell no lie.
我就只要和你永远不说再见
我相信思念坚定在某年某月某一天有疯狂的回忆
How much should THE rock be? Some say two to three times a man's salary is the norm nowadays..
Well, considering that the proposal is once in a lifetime and you only get to do it once, does the price or the size of THE rock matters? Well some gals say YES it is.
Well i tend to understand why this is so..which gal wouldnt mind getting a bigger rock? Which gal wouldnt want to be the envy of all her gal frds? I even hear of some saying that if their fiance cant even to afford to buy a proper solitare she would postpone the wedding until her fiance is ready to pamper her. Does the price or size of it really matters that much?
Well some may think that if their fiance really loves them they would spend a bomb on the rock itself, coz maybe they think that the willingness to spend a bomb on the ring reflects his gauge to sacrifice for her. But is this really necessary?
Well to each his own. I feel that just a average priced proposal ring will do..just spend more on the wedding bands coz that wil be the one that u would be wearing more often anyway.
Anyway i think that the money would be better spent on housing/renovations or overseas trips.
If my gf were to specify e kind of diamond ring as a multiple of my salary, I will tell her to propose to me instead. Afterall, equality is the buzzword now.
Loving a woman is one thing. Gauging a man's love for a woman just in terms of e size of the diamond or expensive gifts is not only outdated, but chauvinistic in today's modern women's mentality. Or is it?
Its not the size of the diamond ring that counts...its the strength of his fidelity after marriage that does. Isnt it?
In my humble opinion.
In my cold lonely office alone.
Yup i wonder sometimes. I wonder why things happens and i wonder what makes them tick.
And i wonder if the things people say to u are true or if ever they will remain true. Humans tend to say things in the spur of the moment but somehow they never seem to get into place.
If one says that one will not do this and have not done that, but come to think of it, if the same thing can happen to you why cant it happen to the other? Well it might be a lie anyway, one that u might never know..ever? Somethings i can never understand or find out.
That day i read someone's blog talking abt the importance of money. Most people may say money is not impt, or that there are many things more impt than $ itself but i beg to differ. It may not be everything but it is 99.9% everything. Lets just be frank, u need it for everything. Everywhere u go u need it. Transport,food,daily necessities and at every end of the mth the dreaded bills. You are a slave for it. U slogged everyday and work yr butts off just for it. Yup maybe u will say love and family are more impt but come to think of it..there wldnt be a family or love without $, isnt it? can u live on love alone?
For eg, Mr Generous and Miss C are together. Mr Generous can afford to give Miss C gifts, go out everytime and spend, go on overseas trips and of course wun it be better than then some guy without $ but on e same terms? I mean not that im saying that the latter would not work but with the extra dough u could do alot more isnt it. A whole lot more i would say.There wouldnt be complains abt not going out sometimes or the u-nv-go-on-overseas-trips-with-me shit or the you-never-always-buy-me-things-that-i-hinted shit. Now maybe u will say why cant one save? Yup maybe to go on a trip or buy some gifts u may need to save a few mths or even a yr?And when u spend it its back to sq 1, then wads e pt of saving? Sometimes ppl will just say hey i dont need you to spend on me? i can pay wad! Yup but sometimes just sit down and think abt it..people have egos, i mean u cant expect a girl to pay all e time rite? Ok maybe this is a bad analogy..
Lets just put it this way. A married couple experiences $ problems..eventually becoz of this they drifted away n separated. This is a classical example is it?
Conclusion? More money is good. Real good.
When u lose something u will gain something back..
Well how true is that?
We will see in a few mths time.
I just hope it goes well.
=)
