And i'm so sick of love songs,
so tired of tears,
so done with wishing u were stil here.
rantsmoithemtalkpast
Friday, January 28, 2005
3:10 AM
ok..im writing this from camp..officially a cadet in ocs..life has been gd so far..nth too siong as the original cadets are now in tekong doing their field camp which we had alrdy did.The place here is nice,the food is better and the facilities here are the best in the whole of SAF..if sispec is hell then safti mi wld be heaven..
k update soon
*chop chop*.
Monday, January 24, 2005
7:11 PM
OCS
i just received a phone call from sispec..im going to ocs tmr...and its only an 1.5 hrs more b4 im bookin in...dammit..i hate to rush..anyway i think its not fixed yet..there may be interviews to clear..somehow i didnt want to crossover...i hate late mins notices..k seeya guys ard
Was back on thurs.The long awaited break had come finally after slogging outfield the past 11 days.Sleeping out in the jungle with nth but a groundsheet n encountering enormous wild boars just isnt my cup of tea,not to mention the training and my buddy snoring as loudly as a pig beside me when we were out in the field.I was seriously pissed n deprived of slp.As much as i was happy to be home i was also worried.Having a 5 day long wkend meant tt i have plentiful time to rest n enjoy myself,but that also meant that i also have a pocket to burn.Desperately in need of some civilian life,i met des at double o,went over to sound bar to chill out wif eddy n veronica n liquid rm for a while n for the final venue,devils.Somehw clubbin hadnt been as fun as before..something seems to be lacking..Blew over $300 these past few days.Dunno wth im spending on.
To curb my spending,i decided just to go get a suntan at the pool in the morn 2day to get rid of those ugly tan lines inherited during POP rehersals.Problem is tt somehow ive got my front tanner than my back.I felt like a stick of satay which was left unturned on the stove.2.5 days more and back to camp i will,only to be confined again all e way until chinese new yr..great..i juz cldnt bear to tik of it anymore..
*chop chop*.
9:22 AM
Stayed home ytd..watched the simple life 2 road trip on teevee...parish hilton n nicole richie sure fits the bill of bumb blondes..i cant imagine people tt stupid..they actually put the whole cooking pan into the microwave..how stupid is tt..Anyway caught half of The Road Trip..fell aslp after tt..damn..anyway an interesting cute pic..
Going off to play soccer now..ciao
*chop chop*.
Saturday, January 08, 2005
9:44 PM
regrets..memories..nostalgia..hope...
everything goes on...
some good to come out of this..
everything be fine.
*chop chop*.
3:12 AM
Tired
It never occured to me that i wld be tt tired.Tough training has really worn me out.Unreasonable training programs with strenuous training jam packed together that i hardly have a minute to rest.Im in my long 4 n boots all day frm 5am to 11pm in the night.i dun have enuff slp everyday.Im basically drenched in e rain in the forest running ard doing section movement or proning ard at some trees full of mud with insects crawling ard me.And im gonna do this for another 2 weeks after i book in tml.Im not gonna step onto mainland for 2 weeks.I really dunno wad to expect.I hope this wld end soon.
I was really happy to book out 2day.It had been a long time since i had tt feeling ever since bmt.Im juz so glad to be home and out of camp..