And i'm so sick of love songs,
so tired of tears,
so done with wishing u were stil here.
rantsmoithemtalkpast
Saturday, November 27, 2004
6:09 AM
Finally
Finally the end is near.4 mths of recruit life.Fond memories and closely forged frdships.Although graduating frm bmt was something that i wished for but i cant seem to feel happy abt leaving my frds which i had bleeded,sweated and endured physical hardships with.But life moves on i guess,to new places and to face new challenges.
Friday we had our sch games day.Months of training had finally paid off.Training monotonously day and night and continously for the past week had taken its toll on me but it was all worth it.We had won the drill competition and taken the trophy and glory.Champions of both sch 1 and sch 2.Definetely something memorable and unforgettable in the pages of my life.Nth beats the feeling when you're in the parade square marching where the crowd appeases u with their wowing and cheering and applause.
Nostalgia...
*chop chop*.
Monday, November 15, 2004
1:54 AM
A very boring long weekend.Wasn't as wad i had expected.Too many expectations too many disappointments.Only thing is that i slept at home for 5 days.
There seems to be an endless list of things to do but i cant seem to finish them or cant rmb wad to do.So many time yet so little done.Procrastination is the word.Even when im bloggin this down im rushing to prepare to go back to the dreaded place but hell..3 more weeks and i'll b free.Free for 7 days and back to another hell whichever it is.No doubt there wld b sumthing nostalgic abt the place but im juz glad to leave.
Recently got abit uptight abt sumthing.Has been buggin me for quite a while.The path looks uncertain.Hope tt everything turns out well.
*chop chop*.
Thursday, November 11, 2004
2:50 PM
Long awaited break
6.56am in the morning.Yes..the stigma of the lifestyle lead by a recruit.You are so used to waking up so damn early tt u cant even sleep pass 8am.
The moment i went home after i booked out on wed nite i headed dw to liquid rm with ben and his frds.It was gd seeing a whole lot of ppl whom i didnt see much when i lost my freedom.People like eddy,ez,april and ben.It was packed to the max with alot of people and i believe it was the same everywher.Probably i did nt drink tt much as i used to last time,as a result i was wasted by 2am and puking like the merlion at esplanade.It felt really bad.
Finally for this week i get to sleep at home for 4 days.3 more weeks to pop!