And i'm so sick of love songs,
so tired of tears,
so done with wishing u were stil here.
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
8:19 PM
SONG AH!
Hi guys! yes its me! yup its really me..im out!...for a day that is...i volunteered for the blood screening done by NUH for some tests and 2day i get to bk out.Botak.Tanned.More toned and every part of my body aches.The moment i got out i was so happy.Bought alot of food and gulp them dw like there was no tmr.Im tired but theres no time so im not gonna slp.I miss everything in singapore..being drunk..females...clubbing...bumming ard at home..watching tv...my computer...my ps2 and my guitar..
Life is shit insideTheres only 3 words to describe army..song is when u book out.siong is when u undergo training..and sian is when u think of home and all the fun u guys are having outside..total discipline..sleeping in a bunk of 12 ppl full of sweat at every moment of the day...u wake up at 530 every morn..doing the same old shit exercise...run the same old shit stadium track..eat the same old shit everyday..b4 lunch dinner supper u must do 2 sets of 8 of pull ups...and after that u still must do some push ups excluding the sgt's tekan...u need to march all day around the camp to the cookhouse to have yr meals etc..shit life..and we have some super blur cartoons in my company...some march like robots...some are totally unfit at all...and some are just bastards...But i made a few good frds inside too.
Well..heard some ghost stories shit b4 i went inside.Probably u will ask if i have some close encounters of my own.Sad to say..NONE...yes..none..There are alot of things that ive learnt too..im getting on better wif my family..and i appreciate things more nw..not to take things for granted.
Well still have alot to say but time is short..just pop by to say hello and update yall..time is precious once again...i love u guys and take care yall! Life is indeed beautiful!
*chop chop*.
Monday, August 16, 2004
1:10 PM
Farewell
i was feeling fucked up the whole day...watching drama serial by fast forwarding so i could finish the whole drama by the time im gonna go in...
hanged out with eddy ben drew and justin..last night out...
here i am feeling so stoned...god i miss my room alrdy..its 4am in the morn..dont think i cld fall aslp...cigg after cigg...i was packing my bag juz now and i swear it weighs a ton...half of my bag is filled with food...yes food...cup noodles..biscuits..tibits..3 in 1 milos packs...yes enuff to last me a lifetime inside.k i was kiddin.theres so much things tt i am goin to miss..frds..my mum...my computer..my toilet bowl...my ps2..my guitar..my pillow..my tv..clubbin..bumming ard at home..scratching my butt...and making my brother pissed off..
i shd go back to my drama serial now..last episode to go...take care yall..love u guys! i'll be back soon~
*chop chop*.
Sunday, August 15, 2004
1:43 AM
Funny night
met the gang at bq for a gathering ytd night...the moment i was ther..everyone kept reminding me of NS and saying tt they were going to ORD soon...
headed down to liquid rm wif ben,eddy and huat.Had this funny conversation with a frd of eddy's...which happens to be a gay...those stylish nt bad looking type...towards the end of the night he said..
K:"do u wanan join me for a after-party?"
Me:(as it was noisy,i misunderstood it for 'u have a great upperbody' as his hands was on my shoulders as he said tt) "Ohhh..."
After a few moments of dancing..he asked again...(i think coz i hadnt had a reaction)
K:"wanan join me for the after-party?"
Me:(this time i got it) "me??"
K:"yeah u darling"
Me:"Oh..actually im going to my frd's hse" (i lied)
K:"what for?"
Me:"oh..a rave party~"
K:"am i invited~~?" (with a sick face)
Me:"oh..actually its a private party~i will invite u the next time for sure~(ya like real)
K:"dont u wanan ravveeeee with me?" (sick face again)
Me"im straight...."
K:"oh...(disappointed face)
Overall it was great fun over at liquid...im so happy i get to see rachel ther...and shes damn hot...*phewwww*
*chop chop*.
Friday, August 13, 2004
3:54 AM
Sometimes u wonder y everyone who has everything still has something to complain abt...they have nth to worry abt..be it material needs or basic emotional ones n yet they wallow in their self-dilemma.Vindicate their beliefs with bullshit.They need to be taught a lesson.Take away everything from them.Let them fend for themselves.Then they'll learn.
*chop chop*.
Thursday, August 12, 2004
2:30 AM
5 more days fuck it...i really cant stand the drilling and all the shit ass things those black skinned foreign assholes are doing...they have to start drilling as early as 9+ to disturb my sleep...
Headed dw to town and chked out the new coffee club beside california..it was open 24hrs a quite a gd place to hang out but the bad thing was it was full of gays...me n ben was 'chked out' the moment we got it...and it was sick...caught e movie 'the village', a nt bad movie i wld say..but quite boring at e beginning..but e twist was gd...
zouk was crazy last nite...we ordered a few jugs of screwdrivers and me n ben gulped dw a round of lambo...we quickly finished the jugs of vodka and headed dw to the dance floor..nv really enjoyed retro tt much but hey..juz went crazy wif everyone...the most unexpected thing was..shan asked me to be her fake bf as she wanted to spite her ex bf who was ther too wif his new gf...and did we get naughty...now i noe how a man whore feels like...haha juz joking!
well 5 more days to go...its fast...i juz feel tt time is so precious...got to make use of every second of it...
*chop chop*.
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
10:22 PM
6 more days
goddamn it...y is it i always cant have a good slp...the fucking neighbour who keeps singing the same old karaoke song so irritating to e ears....the noise of the lift upgrading project in my blk...when can i have some peace?? come to think of it...in another 6 more days...
bought all my stuff ytd...facial foam..prickly heat powder..ear buds...a lock...an air fresherner for the locker...pegs...ziplocks bags...and a whole lot of cup noodles...probably 1kg of biscuits in a few more days...now im not being kiasu...im just ensuring i dun feel like a starving african while im in sg...time really flies...just when u dun really care...it passes so fast that u're too numb to react...
heading down to centro and zouk 2nite...cya guys !
*chop chop*.
Sunday, August 08, 2004
8:49 AM
Bintan..
Came back frm bintan from a 1 day trip 2day...took a overcrowded ferry and me des and johnnie and 2 of des's campmates had to sit on the deck for the 1hr and 45mins journey to bintan island which resulted in a minor sunburn.There wasnt too many things to do in bintan...the beach which was 3 hrs drive away..the resort...massages and of coz seafood..basically we just chk into a hotel and drove ard...went for a thai massage and of coz dinner was a sumptous seafood dinner! We had butter crayfishs..chilli crabs..fried garupa, some vege and fried meatballs wif sweet sauce..it was a feast...but i still feel johor's seafood is better...had some alcohol drinking thru the nite and went back the next day~nearly missed the ferry..1 thing that i discovered when i came back to singapore was that i felt that all e girls in singapore were pretty.......
Everyones's now out partying somewher someplace...too tired to go anywhere...Happy birthday singapore!
*chop chop*.
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
9:58 AM
SEX AND THE CITY OF KL The past few days was a blast...On sunday evening me,ben and eddy,together with georgia and his frd,kit,embarked on a 320km drive up to KL for a getaway.We stayed over at eddy's condo in kuchai lama (KL) and began to chk out all the clubs in Jln sultan ismail,a sorta clubbing district in KL..the rest of the trip was spent on eating and chilling over at eddy's place and of coz..
We reached eddy's place at ard 11+am on sunday nite..the rest of the hours was spent on stephen chow's movies which made me ben n eddy laughed like mad hyenas...georgia and kit finally arrived at ard 3am but they slept soon after they arrived as they were a lil tired.We finally watched the Exorcist with anticipation that it wld be scary enuff but it wasnt..juz a girl possessed and sticking his cunt wif a cross and speaking in a transexual way...eeeww
The second day was spent in bansar utama~ a shopping centre in the heart of KL...we didnt wanted to buy alot of things...but each of us ended up wif at least a big paper bag of clothes...we then went for dinner at a food centre near eddy's place and went back to change for our clubbing nite out at Jln sultan ismail..ben ended up unconsious after an hr and georgia puked when she got back...both had only a single pax of waterfall...i guess it was THAT strong...the only dissapointment was that zouk was closed...but at least we chked out the place~
Gerogia and kit left the third day...while we slacked on the couch watching sex and the city 3rd season...we finally decided to finish the whole season b4 we go back and thus we stayed another nite...and tt nite we went clubbing again at Club Aero...and yes...the three of us were DRUNK...in the streets of KL...we had to get the valet to drive us back...and while ben got out of the car,he immediately emptied his stomach like a merlion spurting water out of its mouth...and with this we ended out 3rd nite in KL
We travelled back the next afternoon and finally i got the turn to drive! Wind blowing in my face..ciggs in hand...steering wheel on the other...and a 100+ km ahead of me...liberation...hadnt drove that much distance for a v long time...not to mention speeding pass the speeds of 150km/h...i have some pics of my own here...the hyperlink is to ben's gallery of pics as i hav yet to get his...so hav to borrow his..