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thurs: woke up at 8.30am..had only ard 4 hrs slp...practically i was like a walking zombie in the house,plodding ard wif puffy eyes and sore joints...reached workplace at ard 9.45am and changed and began working continously for another 13-14 hrs...the only time where me and ben rested was where we had our breaks...practically standing and moving things for the whole duration of work..this 2 days i had less than 10hrs of slp and was awake for more than 30hrs..practically working of all the time i was awake...not much thoughts for these few days...wasnt thinking anymore...like a zombie...
wed: woke up at 9am and dragged myself outta bed to start preparing for work..slept only a mere 5+ hrs and met ben where we went to work 2gether and began our work for ard 13 hrs..12pm to 1am...took the 1.45am transport and rch home ard 2.30am...the worse thing is..i still have work tmr at 10am...tt means i have to wake up at ard 8.30am which means less than 5 hrs of slp for me! but i guess ben was much worse off..he's starting work at 7am...
Regretted doin something tt nite...damn it..
thur:lousiest day of my life in a very long time..went for work and came home str..cldnt slp at all in the night..kept thinking back and was so frustrated
wed:headed down to town with ed and ben after gym...decided to watch a movie and finally settled on king arthur..quite a boring show i wld say..the most exciting part of the movie was only the part wher Keria knightly appeared..and every scene she appeared in..thats all..after the movie headed down to zouk and u- turned out of the car park after seeing too many ppl..went over to liquid rm and stayed ther thruout the nite at soundbar and upstairs...had a few rounds of booze,whiskey dry and a waterfall,nt too drunk..and went back home..a few of ed's frds tot me and ben was gay...haha..
Finally the guys at the air force recruitment centre called me up and asked me to go for the interview next thurs...this means i hav passed my CPSS test...YES..hope i'll get thru the interview and then follow up by the pilot's medical chkup...then i have 1 last hurdle to jump over...to get to OCS during BMT...everything's finally turning good...im getting closer to my goal..juz hope i'll get thru the interview..*prays*
I realised that there are too many things that i wanted to do and get but do not have the means to do so yet..plagued by so many worries and so called self imposed dilemmas i feel so sick and yet salvation seems so far..
Time flies..frm nw and 2 weeks after and she's flying..kinda worried..shes so disease prone..feels sucky to be sick alone..
1.5 mths more to NS.Felt nth much and kinda wish tt i cld be enlisted earlier..been living my life like a vagrant now..rotting at home..occasionally going out once in a while..not working...life's so interesting nowadays..
