And i'm so sick of love songs,
so tired of tears,
so done with wishing u were stil here.
rantsmoithemtalkpast
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
12:10 AM
Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No
[Verse 1:]
See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel
[chorus:]
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
[verse 2:]
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Oh oh Oh oh
Uh hun yeah
Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i truly mean im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
What if...u have the ability to travel back in time to change things that u wanted to or wanted to change...what would it be...If changing a small detail of yr past would reform a great deal of yr present...be it detrimental or benefiting...would u have done so? But a small detail would mean a great deal and changing means a total metamorphosis of the cycle...What if something that u have changed in the past lead to the misery of yr loved ones,or yr frds...would u have stood by yr decision and do nth? Or would u travel back again juz to change it but lead to another's misery? Or wld u sacrifice yr own well being..for example yr love..just to make things right so that none of this would have happen? Time.....
*chop chop*.
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
10:38 AM
Wet week
The rain has finally stopped.It was raining the whole 3 days with short-lived sunshine which doesnt seem to stay.The rain came down hard and strong,seemingly witholding it out for so long and then bursting into a enduring fit of anger.The weather was cool and still is...sky filled with calm grey clouds that seem to complement the mood that i have now.Now in my room alone in the silence of the night, finally some quiet time off the mundune things that kept me away.Calming weather and soft soothing music,like icing on the cake, seems so sweet and feels tranquil.It have been since long past due.
School was slack and still is.Finally moved on into a new phase of the project and not repeating the same stuff everyday.Going home seems to be a daunting task,seemingly because of the ever repeating scences that flash pass..like a ever occuring nightmare.Life seems to be so dull nowadays, very different of a lifestyle that i had before years ago.Maybe age has caught up with me, or that the time has changed which so is in need of a tinge of reform.
Will be enlisted into army in a matter of months which will happen so fast and not.Seems so focused and yet confused.Time really flies in an instant.What has to be done have to be done.Everything seems like a roller coaster ride,dashing through series of ups and downs,twists and turns and finally to a halt...and waiting for a fresh ride again....BULLSHIT.